by Carolyn Rice | Mar 21, 2018 | Uncategorized
I remember when I had gotten some freedom, the first time I was to come face to face with someone from my past. This person was highly dysfunctional and abusive. I had limited my time with them, but this day, I would see them. Fear wrapped itself around me, and I...
by Carolyn Rice | Jan 31, 2018 | Uncategorized
Often, when you have suffered abuse, you feel the most alone when you are with people. It’s hard to come out of yourself. You’ve been trained to hide, to not allow yourself to be vulnerable before others. When the church we went to started talking about getting...
by Carolyn Rice | Jan 24, 2018 | Uncategorized
I did it every day. After I took my kids to school in the morning, I turned on some worship music in my kitchen, and while nobody was home but me, I belted out songs of worship and spent time with the Lord. Sometimes I cried, bringing Him my tears. Sometimes I was...
by Carolyn Rice | Jan 17, 2018 | spiritual growth |
As soon as I opened my Bible I felt the oppression come. There was definitely something that did not want me to be in the Word. At the time, I did not know what it was, but I now know that because of the doors that had been opened to the enemy (the devil) in my past,...
by Carolyn Rice | Dec 27, 2017 | Uncategorized
Sleep was not coming. Again. Night after night I struggled with fear and anxiety. An oppression hung over my home, and I swore I could hear things like someone walking around my room when there was no one there. I was afraid to talk to anyone about it, thinking they’d...
